Through it all

Hi there.
Well it's been another day, and it's the weekend.
I wonder what you are up to.
Perhaps, you're just being chilling out all day, or perhaps you've been working.
God see it, and he loves you with acceptance.
You are loved, held in his hand, and walking in sunshine, not rain.
I haven't really got anything to say, I've just found this amazing song, on you tube, and I hope to share with you. Through all of it, by Colton Dixon.

And he sees, the hope that is in you.

If you look a bit deeper into the meaning of the song, Colton sings that God's love for us will never break.
His love for us, so rich so powerful, like the sun that will rise tomorrow, he is there with us, he knows that we are finding it hard, he knows what we are like, you don't need to hide anymore.
We were made for these moments, the moments in life when you get an ''Aha'' moment, this is where we are supposed to do and be.
Don't give up my friend, not give up on your dreams too soon, you'll come through this, you'll get there.
Your time  has come to shine, and it's right now, this moment, in your life. Never think it's just passing your by.
Love is there to be found.
God is with you through it all, through all the pain, the long suffering, the hope that lies in you, that flicker in your soul of souls, is still there. Never think you're never reach of things, opportunists or chances, that you think will never be yours.
God is there through it all, Like he has been there for me.
I've had to deal with a lot of pain, painful memories, that only God knows, and sees and understands.
I've had to accept myself as I am, an imperfect person, a person who is still full of sin, everyday, but God see's where I am going, and he's taking me by the hand and leading me each day.
I've had to say goodbye to hopes, hopes that flew high as kites on a windy day with no strings attached.
I've cried for things I wish I could just not have, but I have.
This is not my own story, it is Christ as well.
He sees my efforts, and he knows my name.
He calls me home each and every day, he wants me to be healed, but healing hasn't come yet, I have to wait a bit longer.
My God loves, me just the way I am, and sometimes I make mistakes, and I get stuck and I panic, somewhat.
And I struggle...
I've had to forgive myself, I remember writing so many suiside notes, letters, and even trying to do it myself, but I never died. God always was on to me. I couldn't live with myself. I'm now walking in the light of Christ, and i had to lay down all myself and fully surrender my life to him, and going after him and rely on him, and when you get to that, point you know you can do through anything and it won't shake you.
As a person in church  I was smiling, and yeah doing the happy thing, but wondering what I can do better, and it wasn't until I got to the point, that I can't out do Christ, I can't make him notice me, he already notices me, I don't need to do anything special to gain his attention.
The emotional healing has become so much that I can honestly say, that reading your bible, is everything, and be careful, get some help, some professional help. Godly wisdom, and advice, and yeah make sure you have good friends around you, ones that won't gossip  or think it's so amazing that they should tell their friends '' your story.'' because that hurts.
My piece of advice, is just get one or two really close friends, around you, to pray to talk with you, about everything and anything, even it's if you're aunties goldfish.
Well I better let that do.
Chloe