Inside out

Hello.
The spring days are coming warmer weather is on it way.
The winter weather has gone, and so far we've had 6 snow falls.
Today from my lounge I want to talk to you about being inside out.
So what does it mean?
Inside out?
Good question, so lets answer it.
What  does it mean?
Well the online dictionary defines the meaning,"Inside out''.
It means, when the inner surface is turned outwards.
What inspired me about this blog entry, is Avalanche city, new song inside out.
And a lot, of our lives seem inside out.
Perhaps it's been a hard relationship to say goodbye to, or the fight for life is just made harder.
Perhaps, you're just fine, things are going well.
Well my friend, if you feel like you've been pulled inside out, take courage.
I won't plaster on, "God bless you.'' because i've become aware of the Christian cliches, so what do we do with the people who's lives are inside out?
Or the people who just don't fit in.
The more I've gotten older, I've become more aware of, this, idea.
It's not a problem, and there's a difference between stating and complaining.
We can often talk about what to do, but sometimes we need just do something.
God we know is always with us, no matter what, even through death.
Sometimes I feel like I live in a bubble, and recently, the team at work, asked me how i go about living.
I said i just want a bright pink V d convertible bug, with lip stick marks all over it.
But I realized that's not answering the question.
Inside out, is a hard place to be, emotionally, everything runs wild.
We don't always talk about the serious problems, but sometimes we need to.
We are all made under the love of God, we are are going to be loved no matter what we do, or how we're feeling, from day to day.
I'm not talking about that you always have to be good, or brave, but sometimes we have to know we are loved.
Personally, we need, to hear that we're loved, some parents aren't doing that, and sometimes it we've run out of chances. We have a 3 strikes and you're out.
We need one more change, one more.
If everyone made the choice to give one person one more chance, perhaps this feeling of being inside out, will change.
There's also a time to let go, and that's a painful thing to do, you can't do it over night, you can't just pull yourself up, and just say ''this is it''. it comes with love and accepting yourself.
God calls your cry, ''God please take this.'' intact that was Jesus last words while he was in the garden. So it's ok to cry out to God, ''God I need you now, I need another chance, another go, another whatever it is.''
It's not  like that visa add, ''the world is what you make it.'' but it's God's world, and he made it for us to live in, and enjoy.
So it's ok, if you feel inside out, it's ok.
There's friends and family, and if you don't have family that understand, get someone around you older and help you.
Lots of love
Chloe