Monday thoughts

Hi,
I was thinking about today, it's a nice spring day, and I will head out and have a walk.
I was with a girl friend yesterday.
She's brilliant, she's so funny, and out with it type of girl, which is amusing at times.
So I packed up the car, ( glenda) with a lemon honey drink, tea, and peanut butter and chocolate chip doughnuts.
First comment out. "Chloe we need to find you a boy.''
It was quite funny, I'm happy with the way I am.
So we went to the beach and had a drink, then we went to town, and had to fill in time for my friend to catch her ride back to where she lives.
I got home, and wondered why, on earth I bothered.
I missed seeing my extened family from Thai land, thankfully they were still there when i came back.
Then it got me thinking about God, and how much he really has worked everything for our good, we are loved not by conditional, love, we don't need to do any good deeds to be noticed by him.
It got me thinking about the big picture, things, the things that last.
Other people buy houses, the new phones, the new thing that's out.
I can't talk much because I've just got a new car.
I was thinking about the things that matter.
Am I making a difference in the things that matter?
In where I put my time, efforts and money?
I think about the people who have it alot harder, the ones where you don't know where the next pay check is going come in, or pay the rent, or let alone food.
Sometimes we get all focused on the problem, but we really need to seek God on this, because he makes the problem melt away.
Trusting in God where you're in a dry place is hard, all you hear is a slience, stillness, no big bold signs written in the sky.
My friend said recently, and  I agree, you're doing the right thing.
It doesn't matter either way, what you're doing, you don't need to go around doing that big thing that God's called you do, maybe it's just fine being you.
Once you get your eyes off the "thing " that you're facing with, and making that first step of putting it in God's hands it will work out  i mean it, more that you or i can fix it.
We can only fix the human things,  to a certian extent.
God takes it all and makes it all better, even better than the real thing, take what you have and put it in God's hands.
If you're wondering like what I was yesterday, wondering does it even matter what I do?
It does, because even in the small things it all works out for good.
no matter what you're going through, God is there, and he makes even the faintest heart to beat.
God is there making things work out for your good.
Don't doubt your goodness or your good name because it's better than fine perfume, nothing that wisdom, can buy, you can't buy the worlds best advice, it's in your heart.
Chloe