May thoughts.

Hello, my dear friends.
How are you?
I hope that you're having a nice thursday, nice to know that it's friday tomororw and that you have weekend.

I hope that you've got something nice planned for it.
Perhaps it's picking up something, that maybe you haven't done for a long time, or supporting a team at a sport, perhaps it's just getting the family together and just having those good talks.

Perhaps you're burning the mid night oil, morning oil, day time oil to get things such as assignmements done.

One thing I miss about tec is the study, you always feel so good after assignments are finished, completed, and you've done the best possible job, of them. I miss that.

I'm not studying at the moment, will be in July, I've made up my mind, not to stick around with too much time on my hands. because when you have heaps of spare time, in cold winter days with not a lot to do, all you want to think about is bed.

It's so easy isn't to think about yourself,  when you have heaps of time to kill.

It's not that it's a burden infact far from it, it's a blessing, you can do whatever you'd like to do.

infact winter is a good time to take stock, to see what is out there for the next year.

I was talking to my friend at work, recently, a very bright happy person, who makes me coffee, in a large cup.
 and I asked him what were his goals, cause at the time I didn't really have any.

and this young chap, said he'd like to get back into ecomonics,  and one day I hope that he will, as he has some really great business ideas for work.

He has put them on hold at the moment, because of an accident, which was no fault of his own, and at the moment he can't study for too long, or else he gets sick, because it's to much infomation to take in.

That got me thinking, not only as writer,  but as a christian, we are constantly under watch of others, in extremely divereve things, when the heat is really right up in your face, when the battle is really on, not like fighting with Lego pieces, but when you're in the middle of it all.

How do you respond, when stuff hits the fan?

Are you constantly trying to add up to measrue up to others around you?

or are you trying to go it alone?

Where do you get your strength from?

Self  belief?

Or self denial?

Time poor?

Or time conscience?

How we go about these things do matter to God, he's not up there in those  '' just incase we need them situations.''

he's there allt he time, when we need him, when we need strength, when we just need to know someone cares.

 and make friends that do care, you can be the most confident person, in the world and still be lonely.

In this searching mode, that I find myself in, I find that I can't be complacient, I can't just let life stop, it is always changing I have to change with it.

Set goals for yourself, durring the day, week, year,  that you want to do, you might not get through all of them, but you'll find a complete satisfaction in doing so.

ones that are for yourself, others for other people, you might even find yourself doing something so different for not any particular reason.

 just cause it's fun.

Well that's me, and my thoughts for May.
Chloe