November thoughts.

Hi there friends.
How are you?
Today  is sunny down in invercargil, and I've been out doing gardening with dirt under my hands.
It felt great to be outside, with air in your lungs, weeding, and making things tidy.
Which was the inspiration for my  post today.

I will try and keep it brief and to the point.

In the garden that we have here, is a water feature, a pond, with a tree fern, quite close by. around the base of the pond, is a stony walk path, that was covered in leaves, weeds and the stones were hidden from view. So I ripped in there, and cleared it all away. It didn't take much, but now we have a nice little clean feature.

I cut back the dying branches of the tree fern, and made a bit of focal point from it's beautiful trunk. Padding around in bare feet pulling out weeds for the day was very enjoyable.

It got me off facebook, it got me away from the things that happened in the morning.

And it also inspired me, to write this.

Life can be a bit like that stony path, we might have a beautiful feature, in ourselves in our friends, or what ever, but we are blinded by the stuff that needs doing, the stuff that covers who we really are.

So who am I?
What am I?

This got me thinking, about where I am heading.
Am I heading down a track that is always going to be covered with the next big thing? the next meltdown? am I going to be crying every time I hang up the phone to my parents because they are struggling to trust me with my life with what I want to do?

Do we trust ourselves, in what we are capable off?

Finding ourselves, seems rather hippy, rather alternative, strange, but we all need to do it.

We need to surround ourselves with good people in our lives, that will carry us through the storms, that understand us, that won't go behind our backs, will trust us, will love us, not because we are ''someone'' but rather because they are our friends, and yes some of my friends are better than family.

So whatever you are doing now, think about what is out there, what is stopping you from reaching that goal, that burning desire, and start your journey of doing it.
Don't be like the leaves, the dirt the rubbish on the stony path, to sidetrack you from doing what you need to do.
Don't listen to that voice, of '' you'll never ammount to much'' because those are lies, and look full straight ahead, make small steps, and you'll be right there, making hystory.

Well that's me, for now,
Take care
Chloe