Stepping back and letting God move.

 Hello my friends,
How is your night and weekend going?

I hope that you're having a really nice night.

I want to share something that has been on my heart. sometimes that I hope that you will understand.

I've been talking to Mr A, for sometime now. and I have to say I really enjoy our friendship, it does have a distance thing. but I'm looking forward to his visit. when we can meet for the first time.

This morning I sent him a photo of my holding up a magnolia flower with the caption, ''Andrei, I'm your biggest fan.'' he liked it.

Which really isn't always about me, but I care about Mr A, very much.

I have to step back though and let God move, or else I do get clingy, and I'm not wanting to do that.

Stepping back and reading bible, and getting his map for your life, is crucial.

because without it, your like a blind person leading the other blind person, we need to be sharp, and sharpen each other in the word of God.

Because we all need to have a sharpen once in a while.

Andrei is a friend, but he's just there, if you know what I mean. He lives in Wellington, I'm in Dunedin. We talk every second night on the phone, he's coming down in a few weeks so we can see each others faces and meet in person.

Andrei is just a person who is special to me, I do find more happiness in my day, it's not all work and no play, rather work, Gym Andrei.

and our chats are very special.

its just a shame that we live in 2 different islands.

It is learning curve, and I'm willing to take whatever comes my way.

And letting Jesus do the work, and not pin so much on everything but to hold everything lightly.

Very lightly, so much so if God wanted it back he can take it back.

That's life isn't? it means dedication, but also it takes action on your part to pray for the person, and I do pray for Andrei every day.

And that is me and Andrei,and it makes me happy.
Well dears, I promised myself an early night, and about to have  have a shower and go to bed.

However I'm not finished yet, because I want to encourage you, because you know that the lord is good, to you and keep holding onto that hope.

He will supply your every need, he will, he has been faithful in the past, he is with you now.

Now in your your life, shining through the shafts.

Let me encourage you by keep digging into Jesus and he will give you the desires of your heart, and pray for your friends heart.

Don't listen, to the critical voices around you, keep on the positive side.Jesus is with you, right here and now dear friends he's with you in the early mornings, when you can't sleep he's with you in your waking hours, and he's loving to all he has made.

He hasn't turned away for a second, he's right with you. so maybe instead you're going ahead, and your wondering why things aren't working. perhaps take a step back and let God move in your life.

Lots of love
Chloe