Take time for yourself.

 As my wedding day draws near.

I am finding myself, in the contemplative mood.
I am continuing to get well though I tire easily, so I'm going to bed early, to get enough rest.

Andrei is leaving me such beautiful taped messages, on my phone to wake up to.

I am finding that I am taking life at a much slower pace, don't worry it's taken me, all month to slow down.

I have told Andrei this,  and he is praise Jesus, because I was like an engery bunny, always on the go.

It is good to be working, but only doing it for the lord, not for self or to get a ahead.

I'm some what of a slow learner, and I've been sick, and in those times of sickness all that you can do is rest.

And that is what I've been doing, rather than heaps of work, and running myself low again, taking it easy.

Andrei is gentle and loving, and I need him, and miss him.

I thank God for him, every day, keeping him safe around his work place, and work.

soon we'll be together, and I will be his wife, though we have already prayed our prayer vows together.

I love him so much, he's so kind, and gentle.

a new gentleness is coming through.

My dears, whoever you are out there, don't despise small things or even small beginings, because one day your dreams will come true.

True marriage takes work, it will take work to be on a team, we will have different sides, but we have different strengths.

and that is beauitfuil, where I'm weak, Andrei is strong.

Lots of love
Chloe