If I'm honest.

 Hello my friends.
I hope that you're well.
I have ended up at Kaffee Eis, and now at simmer cafe.

I am thankful that I have extra days, I'm not to sure, I've gone from extremes.

From 2 days a week, to 6 days a week.

It's so interesting, when you pray, I prayed for extra days, from one extreme to another.

I don't mind doing dishes, cause it's keeping my mind busy, and good.

And those times when the alarm goes off, at ten past 5, and you're wondering what this is crazy, what for, but you think of the yummy cinamon rolls, the free food, it's all worth it.

I need to stop of pause, and think, my goodness I need to think.

I'm always, saying yes, Andrei said yes, I love him so much.

But if I'm honest I don't  think, I think for like ten seconds, fast execrate and going at it.

Not always helpful.

The thing is if I'm honest, I love how Christ loves us all the more, love is selfless, it's not keeping up with the jones.

Inner peace comes from the holy spirit.

If I'm honest I'm like a space cadet, a bit of a loose cannon.

But I have God on my side, and my lovely Andrei to run things past.

Sometimes in life we can just go through the motions, and then boom out of no where something comes from left field.

And that is, we are facing an ever changing world.

We go through changes, but it's how we grow through them.

At the moment I'm growing three things, an orchid, peony rose, and my dutch iris.

I hope very much that everything grows, my iris is growing so much, so they are growing alot.

My orchid once sunburnt and stresssed, much like me, had wet roots, and doesn't look happy.

My peony rose has buds but are going on holiday.

Now I might have been thinking of a great garden, in pots, indeed i do love my plants, sometimes a bit to much.

I was very hands on with my orchid, to the point I lost one of my minis.

But we live in hope.

So if you take home a few things it is this.

Be honest with yourself, keep your eyes on christ.

And learn to grow through things.

Lots of love.

Chloe