Getting lost

Hello there,
Well I know I haven't done any work for along time, and that's because I'm away currently on holiday.
As I was walking today, I got lost, and it reminded me of having courage  and how sometimes we get so lost in our christian world it gets hard to know what the truth is.
Sometimes we need to take a walk, just to get perspective, where we are in life
Now you might be thinking it's useless, here I am on a rant, and rave about getting lost, but it got me thinking. About Saul in the bible, God blinded him, for along time and he had to get lead around by people, until he believed.
As I was walking all around, thinking about people going to work, and their christian lives.
Where am I? and what am I doing?
Time and time again, I think about this, and how many times I get psychically lost, yes there have been times when I loose my mum in Kmart, and I really want to get her  attention by having her come to the desk to collect me like a little child.
But I'm not small, and for along time I have been waiting for my chance.
You might be thinking, that I am a glass half full person, and everything is going to be great, but I have to tell me my friend that I have faced trials, everyone does.
My trials are handy-capped ones, not many people know, or at least when I tell them, they don't believe me. so I get lost very often because I have no sense of geography direction.
Today I enrolled in a course, as a baker, career baker, so I will need to move out of home and it will be hard, but I know it's what I want to do. Leaving a big city and moving to a small town, to do the course, but it's one that is offered in such a way that it suits me type of learning.
The person who is going to teach me, encouraged me, by one such strong young man, that he wanted to do baking, I thought that was fantastic, but then she said, he was totally blind, and couldn't see.
She encouraged me, that despite my differences, and that, there are people in the course, that attracts people with disabilities, and that not to be put off.

The blind person, knew about how to go around using heavy machinery, and hot surfaces, and that everything was done in brail. so my friend whatever you are doing, or where you are going, perhaps you're feeling lost, don't give up, keep the faith, keep going, because all is going to work out in your favor, don't through away your confidence. Know what you are good at, go after it with all your heart, and what ever you do do it with all your strength for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus, see oportuinites to serve, love the ones that love and care for you, and all will work out ok.
That's all I have for you today.