Closer to love

Hi there.
How's things?
I hope that you're going well.
Today i want to talk to you about, glowing in the dark.
I thought that I would like to share with you, what's going on my life.
Sometimes it feels like one big struggle.
And today I caught up with my friend, and her kids,  it felt like old times.
You see I used to work for their mother, and I really liked working there.
I loved the kids, and this morning it was just so lovely.
Because I hadn't keen them for a wee while.
I've got a soft spot for them, because a lot of things aren't easy for this family.
Her husband has been in and out of hospital, for 6 weeks on end,  and her little boy is so matter of fact.
I'm not too sure if that's a good one, he's so bluntly honest.
Beautiful.
There's a likeness, I suppose, that I sort of see him in me, I really thought, he'd say something really honest, and then all of sudden sip his drink. and he would hug me.
He's an awesome wee guy, as his mother said, ''he's too young for you'', and she's right.
God wants us to love people, but loving people where they are at.
And none of us are imperfect, all of us have flaws, all of hurt, and what do we do with people who love us, what happens if we don't forgive and move on?
What happens if people warn us of people and there's nothing with them?
What happens if we hold of grudges?
This isn't the easiest of posts to write, because I'm going into some deep things.
Nor am I going to tell you to hide them.
God bless you.
As I listened and we talked about the years of the things we've been doing.
Sometimes it feels like a loosing battle, and God is the winner of battles.
Matt Kearney sings a song, closer to love.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EMRXXBGotnw&safe=active

When I took the kids out for a coffee, the dear wee boy, said that his dad is dying.
this family was very close to me, it shocked me, to think that ultimately, this 9 year old dear sweet boy, who couldn't let go of me, will not have  dad around.
What will happen to the family?
Will they be closer to love?
Or what about my friend who is having seizures, who has never had them before?
Will she be closer to love?
What about my other friend?
Will he be closer to love?
Trusting in God to come through is, risky, because you have to go all in with trust.
Trusting God seems like a fight, and you get wary, and you get confused, when you get a knock to your faith.
That's why it's important to share with others where you are at, so you can get built up in love, trust and hope.
I know God is there for me, I know God is there for you.
Chloe