Have you lost your marbles?

Hi there.
Recently I've been thinking about life.
I think a lot about life.
In fact when someone, rang me up, i was just about to enlist my skills in the army as a chef.
Isn't it funny how your life thinks like that?
All of sudden you're wondering where your life is going, and so you want something bigger, and more exciting.
I just love it.
The thing with me is, that I get a bit like a house bound border collie.
If you know what that is like, think of an intelligent dog, that is bored.
It has to think of something to do.
And us humans don't like being patient, so we try to jump God's plans for our lives.
And this was me, it wasn't a test, I just wanted to be up and go.
And it's such the case, when we're looking at what God has for our lives.
We are impatient just because everything else is sparkling, and seems greener on the other side.
I'm nearing 30, and i am wondering if I have completely lost my marbles, is there anyone out there to, hear my prayer as Abba sings in one of their songs.
We often look for heroes, we often look for quick fixes, the Fear Of Missing Out syndrome hits us.
We have to have it now, we have to get that dress for the formal now, we have to find that other half right now, there might not be anyone left, I need to get engaged now, I have to be on my best behaviour now, it has to simply be like that.
You might think.
Well sometimes, what happens if that dissolves?
Are we the same person today as we were Yesterday?
Do we have to be tough dog all the time?
Well at the moment it might sound like I've lost my marbles, and maybe i have, but I know the more I wait, the better the outcome.
God knows, the best path for me to take, and it's in his care, because he works for the very best.
It might seem greener on the other side, but often it's not.
It's just that we have grown accustomed to the Fear of Missing out.
And that is what happens.
Well that's all I have for now.
Chloe