you will get your break through

Hi there,
How are you?
I hope that you're having a really nice day.
It is still foggy mist, here.

My friends, I want to share with you, some of the thoughts that I have.

No matter if you're in your ''valley'' on on the mountain tops, no matter to what you do. God is good, and perhaps that's all you need to know right now.

I was thinking in bed the other day, about how God will answers my prayers,  it seemed all that was happening were that they were hitting the celling and bouncing back down. as if to say '' I told you so.''

Perhaps you're walking up stream, perhaps you've gone '' All in'' and you're wondering where you are going, my friend, keep walking, keep the faith, keep the spirit of God in you.

Keep it alive, encourage yourself, in good people, that will, help you, that will love you, that will always be there for you, even if, yes even if it's risky.


Why? because you know, above all, that it was worth it, and you might be the ''rope'' to other people to haul them up when it all gets a bit too much.

Because you know, you've been there, and done that, an no matter what happens, in your work, your home, no matter in your study, when you're going all out, and you are just plain tired, of the merry go around,  you keep holding on, because someone does believe in you along the way.

Soon, very soon, I'll be packing up my room, and heading south to do cookery,  I've found a really neat place to live, and I'm excited about what is going to happen.

Why at the age of 30 go and do it?

Because we all need to keep learning, if we don't, we just don't grow, we don't move forward in the faith, we sit around waiting for something to happen.

That was me,  I was happy to keep waiting, happy, to just wait for the phone to ring, and not to anything while my garden grew even more weeds.

If you have ''weeds'' in your life, things that sap your energy, or that things that you've once enjoyed , just for a while you haven't. keep your eyes open to make new friends, new jobs, new things.

Keep pushing yourself, in the things that you do enjoy, make new activities, that perhaps you wouldn't even consider in doing.

Our family has a rule, if you're feeling a bit sad, help someone else out.
  it does work, even if it's the dishes, even if it's a meal, or just folding the washing, it means so much for that other person.

You will get your break through, God will give it to you, without strings attached.

I was cleaning out my draws the other day, and I found a suside letter,  that I wrote, why you might ask?

Because I was under the influence of evil? I just couldn't help but think, the earth was better without me.  I'm not needed so therefore I'll go and do it.

But your a Christian you might say, yes, even Christians, suffer from  susidal thoughts, and it wasn't just daily, these were over years.

I had a demon of death, and yes even on good days, it would come and haunt me.

Prayer, lots and lots of prayer, and telling others my thoughts, and have them pray for me.
 that is how I conqured it.

So no matter what you're going through, no matter if you think, '' it can't be done.'' no matter if others think you're crazy, and ask if you're feelling ok.

You will get your break through and it will be massive.