those human moments

Today I want to talk to you, about those human moments.

Those ones, in your life, where you go there in your mind, or perhaps you're wondering you are going in your life.

I am 30 years old,  and now it's time to make my own way, which is really scary, because I am a late starter, confidence doesn't really come easily.

And in cheffing gosh you need that, and why am I doing a cheffing course at the age I am?
Well work is quiet, so I thought Id make the most of it, and just go for it.

So that's why, I'm doing it, I wouldn't say I'm a natural, I wouldn't say I'm particularly good at it, but I enjoy it.


And in those human moments, just be yourself, don't freak out, or let things become too big, or else you dwell on them and they will destroy, you.
be free of what others think of you, don't go on other peoples opinions, or thoughts just be yourself.

And you'll come out the other end, stronger, it might feel like you're going through hell, you might have expereinced something that no human should have expereinced.  you might be so afraid, to go outside, you might be waking up in your sleep, with things in your mind, that just play over and over like a tape on pause.

No matter, what you've done, no matter how ''fallen'' you might have labled yourself, or others,  label you, no matter, what others think of you.
The Cross has made your flawless, no matter how deep the scars go, and if they reopen, no matter, if people think it's over, and you know it's not, perhaps it is for them, but it's the start for you, the start of healing.

Healing means, alot of things, if you think of a wound, what happens in a cut?

There's blood, and obserously, a wound has been caused, and it needs to heal from the inside out.

And covering the wound makes it less likely to become infected, you might use some antibacterial spray to stop it becoming infected.

My friends, perhaps that's life, perhaps you've been cut, hurt, walked through things, that you had to tell your heart to beat again.

You've been keeping things in way to much, to stop the ''infection'' in your life.

But there comes a time when you need to change the bandage, no one like a wet damp stinky bandage  on a cut.

It's time to move on, time, to burn the ships to the past, close the door, be strong,  and close the door, and just love life, and let yourself be you.

Chloe