Walking in the dark

Hi there,
How are you?
I hope that you're going well, and succeeding in life.

I've been writing this blog for 5 years.

If you sat down with me, and had time with me, what would I say?
Keep moving forward, because life always is motion.

Yeah it hard to walk away from things that you've had it's been good, equally hard when you're fragile, and broken, and lets face it, we're all broken.

We beg for the ones we love, don't leave, don't walk away.
I am 31 years old, and I've seen a bit in my time, how you might ask?
You're not me Chloe.

Trust me, I have, I've seen a very angry father loose it front of his kids, I've seen him, beat my younger brother, just because.
I've seen my mum in tears, trying to smooth over the terror of my little brother.
I've been locked in a bathroom, with my father sexually abused.
I've had him nearly strangle me, just for a written test.

I understand, when people think God is a god of mercy, that who are for us who can be against us.
One of my favourite people who sing is, Pink.

cause she sings from the stuff that is tough and gritty, not making, victims of our own things.

Says me, who has just asked a friend, to see if it's ok, for me to call him cause I like the sound of his voice, I know I should walk away, but I can't.
I'd rather have love and be hurt than not love at all.

So in conclusion my dear friends, my point is.
No matter what you're going through, make a point today, to move forward.

Cause you have to, you have to love yourself, and walk, it might not be in a straight line, it might be the hardest thing to do.
But you have to.