You're one of a kind.

Hi there.
As I type this the sun is shining down on, the water, it's a perfectly, late winters day.
Everything is going well.
Today I spent time with my bestie, Melanie and her family.
It was so special,  along with her mother, who cooked amazing food for lunch today.
As I related to them about what I've gone through, and how God is healing me.
I am convinced, that I am back to my new normal self.
I love life, love where I'm going, and I'm growing through life, not groaning through it.
I Love my job, and I love being a part time baker, that means, time to enjoy the garden, and things that are worth while enjoying.
My breakdown, I'm not going to lie about it, was probably the most amazing thing, most people who have had breakdowns, if they are psychotic, ones like mine, take a while to come right.
Psychotic breakdowns, are interesting, because you don't plan them, they come right out of the blue.
For me, I was doing well at my course, there were ''no signs.'' leading up to it.
I can't really say when the wheels came off, but my parents probably could tell you.
The lord has blessed my life, with a good life, not one for harm, althrough if I wasn't a christian, I could harm myself if I wasn't careful.
Normanly if someone has a episode they would experice mental abuse to themselves, or sinsations, that I had, but they would be demonic.
I fully believe that, so did God, give me this break down for a reason?
Yes, I believe he did.Does he need to prove anything?
No, he's just here in my life, because I need him.Jesus is a faithful friend, that will never leave you or forget about you.
When I had my breakdown, I saw angels marching up and down our road, in my garden, in my room, in my hospital room I do believe I did see Michael and Gabrielle the angels protecting me.
Did I want to be admitted to the hospital?
No, I wanted to go home, and sleep in my own bed, the day it happend.
But I had to go through the system, because I beleive the Lord gave me that breakdown, for a reason, that is, that we need to be careful on ourselves.
I wasn't, I was working with no breaks at my job, I was living in 2 cities, working a lot, in an environment, that is tough, like really tough, probably should really be a chef, but I'm interested in food, and more of a baker.
I was trapped, in a very gossipy, place.
I was probably there way too long, and because it was work, and I had done it year after year, I was used to it.
I was used to saying yes, all the time, and this year, this year, is the first christmas I'll have off, in 6 seasons.
and birthday, and new year, all those stat days.
As the supermarket is closed.
I value that, and people want to go to work there.

So no matter what you've got out of your day today, no matter how what you're going through now, be it good or bad, or just adverage.
it's ok to take it all. Because you know, you're one of kind.

Lots of love
Chloe