Leave the light on in the dark.

How's it all going?
I hope that you're all good, there.
I'm now home, after being in town, and completing a good day.
One of my favourite things to do, is have tea at the art gallery, I have tried 3 teas, and there's 21 and 3 months to try them all before the tea exhibtion closes.
How's life going?
Really how is it?
Are you rushing around, trying to get everything done?
Or are you wondering if there's something more?
What is your heart telling you?
Are you looking down instead of up?
 Are you wondering where are the good days gone?
I'm not hear to tell you, how to live your life.
Only you can do it, and each one is different.
It in those times, in our lives, we find an inner strength.
And we need to be fit, to face them, head on, and really go for it.
It might be a fear deep down, that cause you to stop you frozen in your steps.
It's in that fear, that we hide behind, and from.
It might be things in your work, that aren't right, and you want to be strong, but you're kept from speaking up, for yourself.
It might be in another area, that you are afraid, it's not that you want to be, it just comes out that way.
Why do we hide in the dark?
Its because of the fear of failure.
And trust.
We don't fully love ourselves, because we can't fully trust ourselves to do the things we do.
But if we put that aside, and really look at the ''problem'' what does that look like?
it might be interesting, to really have a look.
To put it under a microscope, and look at the issue.
And leave the light on instead of turning it off.
To ask what went wrong.
You will come out the other side alive.
Looking back, on the other side of my breakdown, I asked my mum while I was day 10 into hospital, if I will come out alive.
it's the truth isn't when we go through things, we wonder if something will eat us up, complete, whole, one big gulp.
My friend if that's you, and your wondering what is the use?
It's time to have some boundries.
Get yourself a good diary, and give people choices, on given days, and plan your days.
This helped me when I was in hospital, I didn't have a planner then, but it's become my second best friend, and I've used it and I've been aware, of days.
Days I can do stuff on, days I work, and days I can help others.'
And it will revolutionlize your life.
Don't over commit and become self inflicted, you will break, and it's only a matter of time.
You might be the most amazing person, at organization, and keeping all the balls up in the air juggling different things,  steering your boat, out of ice berg infested waters, but the damage is done, below the surface.
Don't let steer your ''boat/ life'' into one.
you might trust someone, and have it broken, and you might learn to trust again, but there is one person who you can trust that won't break, and won't let you down, his name is Jesus, don't loose sight of him, hand over the steering to him and let him steer you, out of the ice berg infested water, and leave the light on in the dark.
Chloe