Have you hit the wall part 2.

Hi there,
How's things?
I hope that you're well.
Well i'm typing on a different computer, because some how I put my computer onto  type lock.
And I can't seem to get it off.
So here's part 2.
 Carrying on from where I left off, sometimes we can't be correct, and it's ok.
I was thinking about life, and life is blessed, scared, cherished.
But what about if we feel like we're not blessed, that life isn't all that bright?
Sometimes we can sit in church, and still feel empty, what happens if we get to the point where church is just a place to go on sundays?
What happens if we get told to be happy don't worry?
God is working in the broken, and we don't have to strive to be someone else, we can't always, be the person, moulded to other peoples way.
We're not supposed to be moulded, into what others think we should do or be.
The women at the well, begged Jesus, to give her water, water that would always be there, something that she wouldn't have keep coming up to the well, a well that she was using, but in biblical times, was for jewish people.
She was out of the human mould, Jesus saw her, and knew all about her, and my challenge is for you, that Jesus is calling you to be un moulded, you don't have to keep proving yourself,  because it won't work.
And it's in that stage, in the broken, perhaps you're wondering if you can be made whole again, Jesus can, and he can bring the most broken person and make them whole again.
He starts by going  back to the pain, to the pain of the cross, and you see, to see the blood of Christ, the pain, blood isn't nice to see, but he was blameless, yet carried his own cross, to save this world, to stoop down and say to us, ''there is another way'' and that way is Christ.
The pain you're feeling is human, yes even in church, and that is, because people in church hurt too.
God sees that, and we're a picture perfect church, we're not really doing our job.
God loves you, the way you are you, see, because of our weakness, he is the other side of us, the side that we can't be, perfect.
God sees that,  he sees how hard we work, and he blesses us, and talks to you in your lonely times, and he even sends us friends, that we don't walk the sadness path alone.
Grief can be a lot of things, it can be grief of lots of things, and sometime and half the time we don't know that we're grieving, or perhaps don't even know how hard your week has been, because you're right in the thick of it.
God sees it, we can get through it, and we will with God on our side.
How can we  make the right decisions with what we're going through?
Well it starts by being honest.
And if you're don't doing to well, tell someone that you're struggling.
Because, if you tell someone we can change it, and lets face it your closet friends probably aren't surprised when you say that you're not doing that well, because that's true love, true love means that they are there for you, concerned for you, because you know that they will carry you through the storm, and only to reach the shore.
When sometimes you feel like you're drowning, God isn't an impossible God, he never runs away, from you, he doesn't laugh at your mistakes or your plans, the more you hear his voice, he is always there.
And you can stand, up, and be strong, because you know, that without a sniff of doubt, you can make it
And you will.
Well that's all i have time for you today.
Chloe