It's who you are

I don't know if you remember the tv show ''Who do you think you are?''
It was an english  geneology program.

Sometimes it's hard to get traction, and sometimes it takes a while to get to where you want to be.
This time it came to me late at night.
I just broke, all the things that I was thinking about over the years haven't really come of anything.
I don't know if i'm doing a good job at my new one, do I go back to the things I know how to do?
Do I completely go down a new road.
So when we find it hard to trust God, we find it hard just to see what we should do.
I've wanted to do so much, and forgive me if I'm complaning, but I'm finding as I get on in years, I feel more and emptier.
The excitment in life goes a bit.
So it's time to go back to why I  feel the way I do.
Now it's important not to rely on feelings,  because they are feeling.
But if you are feeling dry, because you haven't gone back to church, or perhaps you can't at the moment. Read the bible, drink it in.
And God always is there, and if he isn't presesnt in your life, pray for him to show you where he is.
We pray for God's will to happen, but what if we need to pray into that will?
Money can only buy so many things, but after that is all used up, what happens?
Pray for the things that matter to you, pray for God to be in your day, in the simple things, say it out loud, ''because my God lives, I can face tomorrow'' when right now you're probably, wondering what tomorrow will bring.
So that's my bit for today,  if your'e feeling shaky, just believe in today.
God is a good, good father.
You can trust him with everything.
CHLOE