verge of a miricule

Hi there,
How's your day going?
I have to say that I'm enjoying the spring, it's lovely.
I was just thinking of my life when I was young, the  trees were big, and the blossom on the trees seemed to go on flowering forever and ever.
Perhaps you're looking back at your life, perhaps you have lost things in your life that seem not to heal, or you're just counting the things in your day that have just gone wrong, and want something to go right for a change.
Perhaps you know that something has changed in you, but you just don't know what.
Lately I've been overcome by anxiety, I find myself crying in bed for no reason, I've had people put things in my mind that shouldn't be in there, or people don't know how to ''handle'' me.
Each day is different, it's not like yesterday.
In this song, of Rich Mullins he sums it up just nicely.
You don't have to get it all right to be in God's presence.
You might have sleepiness nights, just hold onto Jesus, if you don't know if he can be trusted, he knows your hurt you have.
God is always there, for those times that you don't know what you're holding on to.
Jesus calms the fear inside of you, he makes sure that you're more thank OK, that you're doing more than alright, he makes the time, it's up to use to see how we use it.
He knows that we try our best, and he knows the pain of death, he knows the pain of what you have.
He knows the worry when people say not to worry.
God is there all the time, he knows that you're standing on a verge of a miracle.
He knows the heart that you have, he watches over your coming, you going out, you coming back home.
He knows the cost it has on your life.
You're on a verge of a miracle, when you pray, today, stand on that verge and believe for something good. tell your heart to believe again.
Nothing is a complete right off with God, nothing is completely wrong in him.
Don't beat yourself up, trust in God, he can be trusted no matter on how fragile it seems.
God is love.
Chloe