When you're finished running.

Hi there,
How's things?
I hope that your'e having a nice afternoon.
It's windy here, but also sunny.

Today I want to talk to you about, the things in your life that are going on, no matter how big or great, fantastic or you just want to hide away, and just wish it all to go away.

God is always there, you know, he knows the parts that are pretty, the things that need work, and the really ugly, ''God please don't go there'' parts.

I had just finished a test, one that I just had to try and make sense, and hope for the best. if I got an adverage over 100 percent over 4 tests that was enough in theory, to pass my written exam.

I celebrated with a hot drink, as I was really surprised that the hardest test gave me the right % to get over that thresh hold.

I was, waiting for my drink, and i normally support my local cafes, only to find, that, someone has seen me wearing a sports sweat shirt, and not only that, has taken photos, somehow put them online, and made up a calling number, to call through, so that people in this town, know's where I am.

True I like looking nice, everywhere I go, but when I heard that, suddenly I wasn't a person in this town, I was, a fake.
That someone out there has made a calling, number so that if im out enjoying myeself, I can be seen.

But do they know that what I am going through?
That that is a breech of privacy,  that it's not the photos that people take of me. that is the thing.
It is, the fact that no matter where I can go, people can call through.
Tears of confusion, and all that came.

I was angry at the person, who came to the wrong conclusion, that i was a person who I was not.

I am from a humble back ground, helping where needed, and on call when needed, where you are, then you work so hard to achieve that, not because you are helping them but you're also, helping yourself.

In today's world, there's so much competition, and there's so much you hope and open yourself up for, only to get your wires crossed, and used.

What was I going to do?
Well I was angry, very.
I really dislike people taking photos of me, thinking I was a model,  and in this day of age, cameras are so accessible, that we don't need to ask permission, to take them.

We're in the year 2000 not in the 90s when you'd go and get your photos developed, we can share them on anything we like.

It is a strange sort of town, a place where you are sort of bullied to be toughing up. but we don't need that as humans.

You know, what we need are, some people with good and kinds hearts, to take the bruised the damaged people in, to help heal their wounds, to sit with them, for a while, and just love them for who they are, and enjoy the journey with them.
Not entering in the wrong stories, or make up one and go with that, we might want them because they are popular, but look at why you need them in your life.
we might be going through some stuff that might be messy, but in that mess, God is always there to take us in whatever way,shape or form.

We can't let little things get to us, we can't just go off like fire crackers, with all guns blazing.

That is what the devil wants, to ''sort it out in our own strength.'' but we know that we can't.

Well it's time for my cup of tea.
That's all for today.