September thoughts.

Hi there,
How's life going?
Today is, the 1st of September. 1st day of many days.
For me, it's a reminder that winter is over, and spring is coming, and with that, everything starts to grow.
Perhaps you're own life has been like it's survived winter, and it's coming, to it's own growth.
Perhaps it's coming to the realization, that you can make it own your own, and you're off on your own trek to see where life goes.
Mine has been here, looking over the water, and marveling at not my own win in life, but for others.
If life has hit you hard, perhaps it's not all that you'd think it was.
Hold onto hope, because everything is worth it in the end.
Don't be afraid to seek the truth because it will set you free.

I write because I love writing, I could write all day, but I can't I have to make a living, and that at the moment for me is, at a supermarket bakery.
Which I'm happy about.

Today is fathers day, not a public holiday, but a day we say thanks to our fathers.
Or for those people who are father figures in our lives.
I'm thankful to my own dad, because without his share hard work, we wouldn't have a beauitful house looking over the water, and brining me up in the right decipline.
respecting men, respecting my brothers, who will in turn be fathers themselves.
For my friends on facebook, who are men, because we girls need good men in our lives, to honour and respect.
My life is an open book, but it's also sacred, I don't open up easily to ''whoever comes along.''
I am careful.

In our family we have no secrets, sure I've had a few, but I have to tell my parents everything, I don't sneak around, my soul is too expensive to do that.

Sure I've struggled with human thoughts, I am human, I am just the same as you, with no super powers.
Have a I struggled? yes I have.
I've struggled with a dad who doesn't say where he's going, I've struggled many times trying, to see the father heart of God when for many years, my home life hasn't been flash, behind closed doors.
I've struggled with a friend with suicide, that I can't do any more apart from pray now.
If you're wondering if all your pieces will fall into place, they will, your day will come, when you don't need to struggle anymore, you don't have to continually fight.
Because; A you will get tired to keep being strong in the fight.
And B, we weren't designed, to carry more than we can carry.
So sit back, and watch all the pieces of the puzzle, still fall into place,
That's me for now.

Chloe