Asking for wisdom.

Hello there folks.
How's your day going?
Today from the Cove there is cloud over the city, not low cloud, but it has cooled down a bit.
A boat is about to sail out, and is finished unloading,fertilizer of some description, the tugs have arrived to take it out.
Interestingly enough the boat is called ''Wisdom line'' and that is my topic for today.
Where do you get your wisdom from? Or how do you make your choices from day to day?
When I had my breakdown, I made sure that it wasn't going to ''beat me'' and get the better of me.
Hard to do some days, yes I was mentally tired, and physically tired, because of it, I couldn't get enough head rest during the day.
However, as the months went on, 4 months in, I am back to normal.
I am picking with what I do now, I used to tear down, others, thinking that I was funny, I used to enjoy doing it.
Not now, I don't do it I ask for wisdom.
If you need to seek help do it,and not think you don't need it or that is for sissys. Take small steps to, get your freedom, and you will recieve freedom.
Your parents and friends have the best interests at heart.
However I say that with caution.
Because if you're vulnerable and people like to gossip they will use  and or can your vulnerability, ask for some nice friends, as well or get in contact with people, who are there for you, like really there for you, not just wanting or waiting to pounce.
There are just some lessons I have learned  over the years.
And pray, pray hard, that the Holy Spirit, will come into your life and set you free of the things, that you need set free from.

My friend if you're in that space, where you think nothing, is going to come down, and reach you, in that small dark crevice, where you might have thought you'd slip a bit to far, you haven't.
There is always help out there, please do not suffer alone.
Chloe