So clear now.

Today I got mad, like really mad.
I ran down the hill full boar.
I ran away from home.
to my favourite beach and cried.
I just wanted Jesus to show up, and just zoom call to heaven and take me up with him.

Have you got to that part in your life? when you've just had enough.

For me, it was something said, and I just said to the person, I haven't come back to be door mat, and ran off. I know pretty sharp words.
I speak my mind sometimes.

I was out of there.
I ran down the hill crying, so upset. I just wanted Jesus to come walking on the water close to me.


Sometimes we get so caught up in our tears, that we are blinded by what is the beauty in full view.
I am also on medication that treats bi polar, not that I have it.
Now I understand, that sometimes it's not the best to run off, I know that.

It's not a good trait, so what was a miss understanding, really got out of hand.

We are all human, and we all mess up from time to time.
 None of us have it perfect.

Jesus came to the earth for that very reason, for an imperfect world.

My heart is for you to know, that you don't have to have it perfectly sussed out, you don't have to have it all together.

There's beauty in the mess.

It how we see the mess. it might just be miss understanding, it might be more than that, but know that in your anger don't sin.

That means, don't let the sun go down on your anger.
 Make it right before you go to bed.

You know it's easy, isn't to just hold on to it, like festering gift, but know, that you are loved, and that Jesus wants to take it.

He wants to take everything that you have.

My friends, if that's you, and you're holding onto something so tight, eventually it will break.

And you will find, a person, who wipes away every tear.

Gentle within your soul.

Sure you can get angry, but don't abuse that anger, Jesus came and made a way for you.

And you are his hands and feet, you are loved, beyond words.
you are gathered up his is folds of his garments and held on his lap.

And Jesus takes you back, he takes you right back, to the start again, and he sets you off on a good stretch.

Just believe in the name of Jesus, and he comes out of no where, and comes to you, and pick you up and carries you to where you need to be.

Right at the heart of Christ.

So that's my words for today, go make it up to the person, saying your sorry, means a lot to that person, it might just might be humbling for that person to hear that they are free as well.

Forgiveness, should be a gift not held on for dear life, but freely given so that you may live in that freedom.

Chloe