Taking back, what is yours.

Hello,

How's it all going?
We've moved the kitchen table, into the living room, and what a change it makes.

The boats are moving, up and down the harbor, the road works are making a  cycle way for us to use, it will be completed soon.
Just in time for our cycling.

I caught up with a friend, yesterday, it was such a lovely time, you know those times, when you just are spontaneous, and you find a quiet cafe, and the coffee is good, actually, I've found also another clothing shop, to shop in too.
So now my clothes are so tight in my wardrobe, it's is so full.

I found 2 nice things, which, I promised myself, don't' go in, but something was calling my name, and well the temptation was too great. cheap and new to.

So I don't need anymore clothes.

However, I digress, sorry.

I'm going off topic.

I'm talking about taking back what is yours, so what do I mean about that?

What if we aren't careful and we just waste the things we have?

What if we just sit around, and just think everything will come to us?

We need to be activity going around and looking for it.

I am a new person after my breakdown, the old '''what sort of mood is cloe in today?" has gone, dead, buried.

I was extremely moody, I was, really ''iffy'' if that's a word.
I was trying to do both things, trying to please my parents and everyone around, and be my self, it doesn't work.

And no it's not self centered, if you are taking time out, you're just preparing for the next step.

And I think that is why I Like seasonal work, sure it's not for everyone, but it's a time to settle down, and just look for the next thing to do. if you have the funds.

Or even if you don't go out and do the study that you would love to do.

It's time to take back what has been taken from you, remember that you are courageous, and stand strong, like a light in a lighthouse, shining out into the rough waves.

I love it when I see people use their tallent, or hear from friends, and family, that have gone out and have done, what was required of them to do.

We measure success by the money we have earned, but have you thought about, the slient successes that you have done over the the years?
The time when you've listened, the time, when you've been there, well it's speaks louder voullumes that any deposit or transaction in the bank.

Sure we need money, but it shouldn't always be the goal of everything, our work we find meaningful, should be our forever goal.

When my auntie took me out, to Mosgiel, I brought a sign out there when I was in hospital,  it says '' There, are so many beautiful reasons to be happy'' and that was it, that was my turning point.

No matter if you feel like a flower in the rain, or scent of the latest rose, in the garden store, you are worth it.

So if you've been told, other wise, write on a piece of paper, or go out to a hardware store, and buy yourself a sign, and just enjoy the time out there.

and find something in everyday, to find a reason  to be happy.
For me, it's my sweet coffee in the morning, it's my family, it's my friends who take me just as  I am, if I make sense or not.

And that is my reason, to be happy.
Redeem, the time that you have.
Chloe